Sunday, August 3, 2014

Tenuosity



My soul sings, too,
of the storm’s embrace.
The roar of need,
the groan of passion –
water for water – before which flies
inconsequential space
and remnants of the daily pace:
bags,
paper,
the squeamish and the self-possessed
who will not be possessed.

A cup bounces, skitters, rolls
away.

And the ravishing begins.
The winds
are singing
to the thrashing grasses –
touching, touching.
The trees
are bending, sending
old lives, false starts
winging to the wind’s wild singing.
Earth meets Earth,
sky on land,
land in sky,
gravity and wind,
Water to Water.
The streetlights flicker.
and silver curtains fall
on voyeurs
who peer from the dry-side of a wall.

But I’m out in it.

My soul sings, too,
to the Song being sung.
God willing that I return
the glory of the storm
from within who I am –
become –
return it to the one
Who is Song.

Song of storms,
but also wide skies,
dark, glittering nights,
impossible eternity
gaping overhead.

And I’m out in it.

But again, not only Song of storms and skies,
of worlds without end,
but Song of you,
my friend,
lover,
you are sung;
you walk among these worlds,
filling inconsequential spaces
with place.

Sung.  Surprisingly.

And I wrap you in my hopes,
long stretched.
They tremble to hold what can finally be held.
My hope is old;
her hair loosed from tidy pins,
falling silver.
Her arms tremble to hold what can be held:
you.
Sung from the Song.

Can honey drip from silver?
Or darkness be filled with flame?
Can the inconsequential quiver?
Or the sun color the rain?

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Greens and Graffiti

Huck Finn once pointed out to me that Heaven sounded like an awfully dull place - especially without Tom Sawyer - but, as a child coming to grips with death and the philosophy of nihilism, I was much too quick to dismiss Huck's claim as unimportant.  Who cares if Heaven is boring? The question is whether or not it's there!

But not too many years later, after passing through my first blush (or more like Vaudeville rouge) with angst, I began thinking and writing about stories and I realized that evil was necessary for the plot of every story I had read - at least up to that point in time.

It disturbed me. 

If there's no evil in Heaven, are there no good stories there either?  Do we really do nothing but sit around in white robes strumming harps all day?  Indeed, Huck, how boring!

It was C. S. Lewis (poor, overused C. S. Lewis!) who gave me the first hint of a new paradigm.  In the final chapter of The Last Battle, we find the second most famous line of the Narnia Series (the first being "'Course he isn't safe. But he's good. He's the King, I tell you"); that second most famous line, occurring in the space and time of the New Heaven and the New Earth reads "Come further up! Come further in!"

Further up where?  Further in what?

Life.

For life is full of challenges that have nothing to do with evil: skiing, biking, hang-gliding, river-running, stars to watch, cart-wheels, back-hands, flower-finding, and searching for the Sasquatch.  You see, I'm young but I'm also old and I'm old enough to know now that I'm going to run out of time before the Cosmos runs out of possibilities.

But I'm young enough to keep on living.

And everyone is really both young and old at the same time - greens and graffiti - we all need them both.



In this present time and place, there is brokenness to heal and lies to destroy; we are called to "sing a fun song in a church" even if it gets us thrown in jail, and to this good work I turn with thankfulness, if also, at times, with trembling.  But in the midst of this, my identity remains centered on life - life that is fun in its artistic challenges, its athletic accomplishments, its musical performances, its wondering conversations, its loves, its hopes, its SP1NACH gangs - its margaritas last night and Hollandaise sauce in the morning.

Life is fun.

What is life?

I am the way, the truth, and life...Oh, the mystery!

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Selfie

Selfie.

1. Remember to position the phone slightly above you to create a more slimming photo.


2. Always maintain irony while attempting sexy.


3. And remember, you can tell a horse's age by its teeth.


Thursday, August 25, 2011

Who Is The Least Among You?


“Whatever you do to the least of these –
(And lists of least will rarely please for
looking close you'll likely see
you
alongside bumblebees.)

“Whatever you do to the least of these,
You’ve done it unto me.”

Said Jesus and the bumblebees.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Holy Mole!

This here is garlic from China;
it's just like the stuff we grow here -
kinda.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Psalm 139:12

Last night I slept on my porch,
I did!
In a lawn chair,
in the rain,
I was there;
a raccoon came!




The fireflies twinkled beneath
the leaves
of the Walnut
and the Ash -
small, green huts -
as raindrops splashed,

and I was not afraid
at all,
for in darkness
and with rain,
the heavens kiss
our world, reclaim!